The Headrest Machinations

Your most belovéd Mother disdains with obvious despondence all pillows. No one has truly been able to muster a relevant explanation, beyond an occasional machination that involves abnormal amygdala activity, or simply dust mites in the trillions invading such items. At any rate, she shuns them aside, choosing a piece of wood encased with a fluffy piece of cotton that is seldom changed, to spare a few pence from her wallet.

On a misummer night, after addressing several bank account balances and a few e-mails from important people saying not-all important things, she- as is her wont- took her nightly shower in cool water, and readied herself to enter five full REM cycles of sleep. She slipped off her plush, velvety sandals, and mounted the bed with a prolongued exhalation proper of a good day’s work. She laid her head against the wooden block, al-ready dented with years and years of usage, and closed her eyes. Your mother desired nothing more than to shut down the bedlam that was her brain at the moment: ever so cluttered with responsibilities, with compromises, with pending things that need addressing, with lost acquaintances and broken hearts, with the redolent reminiscence of her days of lore, and of every thing that could possibly occupy a person’s working memory at any given time. Reconciling with sleep had always been an issue- not only because of the omnipresent fear of pillows- for they were everywhere, in every home, looking menacing and just awful, but because her mind would not suffer a moment’s silence.

Her nightly routine carried on with its perpetual relentlessness. She tossed about, grumbling lost words of discomfort to no one in particular. She clutched the comforter till her hands no longer felt pain- they felt nothing, after so long- and sighed with the utter disappointment that was her nightly life of late. How she hated being terribly indignant of pillows. They were the cause of it all… it was not her brain chemistry that would not align to endure the soft plush of a pillow, not her stubborn and braying refusal to even try to have it otherwise, it had to be the pillow’s fault. That round object that people so willingly welcome each night, that they slobber with their open, bacteria-ridden mouths, or punch into odd, unearthly shapes, or even cry when misfortune visits them. Your mother’s body trembled with uncanny rage, and the tears blinded her eyes in the dark.

And then she saw it: a tiny portion of her existence struggling with the greater universe that embraces pillows in daily comforts. She saw her hair torn by a cyclone that would not relent, that pulled her in great pain into the vacuous irrationality that cluttered her sleeps- or nonsleeps. She closed her glory-filled eyes, and let the tears wash down her stupid, silly fears unto the mattress, to be forgot among the springs and dust-mite colonies. Craning her neck in a soft fashion, she pushed her wooden embodification of repulsion and distress unto the floor, where it made a loud cracking sound and met its end. She had done it… She had mastered her equivocations and torn the weary leather page out of its weaving. It was the beginning. That very same night, she was going to be happy once again. She was to regain her lost love of this natural, unfathomable world, to cling and tense the loose-weave fabric of her life. That very same night, she was going to buy a pilow, and for fuck’s sake sleep like under a spell.

She jerked upwards with a deafening, victorious roar and sprinted towards the door. And just as she swung the front door open, clad with her car keys and purse, a small two-leaf clover transmutated into a giant cricket, who proceded to eat your mother whole, and jump with Godly force far away from Earth all the way to the Betelgeuse system.

WHYYY??? WHYYY??? FOR ONCE, ANSWER ME, GOD: WHYYYYYY????!!!!!! Your clamour rents the night apart, as you observe the unfolding of probability. And whilst reasons literally would try to rain upon you with the inclemency of the newly-form’d weather, the true pertinent answer to your plight is 42.

Newtonian Mechanics? No!

Thine Motherly figure was accepted into a most prestigious university to complete her research on single atoms and the complex relations between the electron fields and the nucleus. You truly have not seen her in a couple of days, for she is deep into her investigation and for the moment cannot be bothered with other trivial things as making your food or kissing you goodnight- she hired the extremely overbearing nanny for that. After struggling for nearly two years in a row with different methods and different approaches from particle accelerators to a little mishap with a battering ram and some sulfuric acid, for her own amusement, she did not come unto anything concrete. She exhausted her scientific repertoire, and still found everything ensuingly more complex. Hope withered deep in her foundations with every sigh that followed a failed routine.

But then, something happened… By chaotic chance or preordination in the long causal chain that defines this universe, she finally started to make small developments on that one fatidic day. Her head swivelled with exhaustion, overrun with the dizzy anticipation that discovery injects in the blood stream in the form of adrenaline and another coctail of hormones and chemicals. She wiped off her forehead with a trembling hand, advancing in a massive equation from a model that seemed to deliver results. Oh, the good things that would come out of this discovery. She saw a massive chain of events in her eyes: unraveling the complexities of quantum field physics, of vacuum, and in turn solving the one-body, two-body, and three-body problem! In her eyes flashed a long sequence of Eurekas in the wake of her single finding. If she can only get the experiment right. Her hands trembled, for all pointed in that inevitable discovery, that beautiful finding, that ravenously wanted solution that could topple down endless barriers. The glory of it all!!!! 

But just then, as your mother moved to complete the experiment and claim victory over the complexities of the vacuum, the tectonic plates direclty under her feet shook with ravaging might, opening a hole several metres wide that sucked your mother and her entire experiment unto oblivion, into the centres of the world where all is hot and there is no life sustained. Your mother fell with a deep, elongated wail that was al-together evanescent in the nightly noises.

“WHY?????!!! FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS HOLY AND GOOD… WHYYYYYYY???!!” you release into the open air at the brink of the abyss that swallowed your beloved mother, with tears drizzling down your red cheeks filled with sorrow and plight. And whilst explanations exist in numbers akin the unnending mutations that genes have undergone since the beginning of life on Earth, the only de facto solution that truly applies is 42

life is like noodle

Chinese restaurant;
noodles guzzle down your mum.
Reason: 42.

The Sweepstakes

Your mother wins in a most renowned sweepstakes a trip to several Caribbean islands, aboard a marvellous, state-of-the-art intercontinental cruiser. It is one of those sweepstakes that promises in blatant letters “many will enter, few will win,” as a caveat emptor, foreboding your close-to-nil chances of winning; yet somehow, by the many whims of the wise universe, she finds herself packing for the adventure of her life: two full weeks of relaxation and sunbathing, in a spectacular paradise that many would kill for, or in fact, have to pay large amounts of monetary currency for. Her voyage is entirely free, and as such, your mother makes her way unto the pier, where roaring and almost envious individuals contemplate her and wish her luck. The ship is shining new, and everything seems in place; a ship at hand to bear her hence unto better days.

The cruise is scheduled to pass over several Caribbean islands, with beautiful sun settings and sun risings, each bearing at hand something magnificent, that her enclosed world never had the chance of contemplating. The boat swims steadily, pushing many tonnes of water on its wake, unto that promised land of adventurous wonders. It is the spectacle of nature that compelled her unto the rails every single night, when the sun was to hide away behind the veil of salt water and the sky was to turn a dark tone of navy blue, the starts were to ignite their switches and glisten in eternal beauty millions and millions of kilometres away. Your mother could breathe that clean open-sea air, clutching the rails as the only form to stay firmly planted on the boat ground, ere she flew away amid the vast sky. She took a deep breath just as the sun dove as is its wont into hiding and marking the evening, with a broad smile on her face.

By a staggering coincidence, the Earth became flat and the boat tilted in direction of the bottomless void of outre space, wherein your mother slipped off the rail and floated adrift to die millions of kilometres away. The Earth returned to its round state once again, and bore the ship back to you, bereft of your mother.

“WHYYYY????????? BY THE CURSE OF MARY MALONE AND HER NINE BLIND ILLEGITIMATE CHILDREN… WHYYYYY??” you cry a deafening roar of despair and ruin, when the sound waves carry the message of your mother’s fate unto your ears. And while reasons are as numerous as grains on the beaches of this world, the sole pertaining explanation is 42

In The Spirit of Olympic Commemoration

Your mother trains ardently for nearly fifteen years (almost to the point of neglecting you, but not quite) in the best swimming clubs and associations of the country, positively determined to enter the Olympics and win, in spite of everything, a gold medal in at least one discipline. And wouldn’t you know? She actually manages to be in such condition that she is drafted for the nation’s swimming olympic team. She takes a plane, entirely radiant and at the same time fully concentrated on what is to be her duty- nay, her obligation to herself and her kin. You yourself swell with pride and sentiments of glory that seem to walk with your mother.  At long last, she is in the olympics, the oldest athlete to ever take part in the games at some formal competition instead of being just another adornment in ceremonial procedures. She is ready…

The pool churns at ease from one side to the other, and like the water your mother feels coherent and light, able and flexible, slender and powerful. She begins to stretch, flexing her muscles and warming up to the rather cold water. Her eyes are quickly covered by the waterproof goggles you gave her ere she stepped on the plane on her way to the olympics, and her hair is contained in a quaint rubber hat, sporting the name of the nation she proudly represents. All the hopes and dreams seem to be embodied in her frame, in her swimming equipment, and in her goggle-covered eyes that flick with fury. At the beckoning of a loud siren, she steps unto the starting block, announcing that the Individual Medley is to begin at a moment’s notice. Her whole body seems to constrict with pressure and the tension of the moment, as she leans down ready to leap into the water. And then…. BANG, she jumps into the pool with ferocity and grace, and her head soon emerges to the surface, at all speed.

Your mother trails behind at third place on butterfly, and you begin to feel a very human fear that she is to lose. She remains in this position for the duration of backstroke. Another swimmer passes her on breast stroke, and you cannot help but feel worried. Your mother is focused, however, fully aware of what she has to do. Freestyle is her province… it is her time. For the last one hundred metres, she triggers her most potent swimming. The water lifts itself in perfect harmony with her body, and seems to filter her at an amazing speed, past the third and second-placed swimmers. The last twenty-five metres are nearly ended, and she is still not first place. Borne out of her conviction and spirit, she picks up an ever mighty pace, and in a breathtaking moment she wooshes past the leading swimmer, claiming first place for her own… There are only five metres to complete, just one more stroke…

Just as her hand is one precise milimetre away from the slippery pool wall, a 150 kilogram sumo wrestler is borne into existence thirty five metres on top of your mother’s position, and drops at a constant velocity of 2 to the power of 2,263 kilometres per hour, serial crushing her and sinking below pool ground, to their utter deaths.

“WHYYYYYYYYYY??? WHYYYYY??????” you let our a roaring cry after overcoming the bewilderment, feeling your mother’s aspirations for gold and her own life slip away with your bitter tears. And while reasons float adrift like hydrogen particles in the continuum of space, the most pertinent explanation is 42.

Teadrinking

A lovely afternoon at four o’clock, your mother begins her daily tea ritual… she pulls a fine china saucer out of the lower-left hand cabinet from between the dessert plates and the sherry cups followed immediately by a teacup on the next shelf; she then places the saucer and the teacup carefully on the tea table. She takes a shiny teaspoon—part of a relic silverware collection— out of the top drawer located to the left of the stove.

Enjoying every single step of her protocol, she proceeds to put a water-filled earthenware teapot on the stovetop at medium flame; and as the water begins to warm up, she browses through her delicate tea selection to make a decision that would mark her afternoon. Time is running out, the water is about to boil, but she finally chooses her favourite Earl Grey black tea. She fills her teaball with its fragrant dry leaves just as the earthenware teapot begins to whistle to announce it is ready to be taken off the fire.

Your mother lovingly places the teaball within the teacup and proceeds to pour the boiling water on top. She brews a perfect infusion, exactly three minutes for a strong taste that would live through the pale milk she’d add after the two cubes dissolved leaving a sweet caress behind. Marvelled by her creation she sits before it, inspires deeply, and brings the precious elixir close to her lips. But as soon as the cup touches her mouth, the divan she was sitting on comes to life and, along with the rest of the furniture in the house, stampedes off to the hot African savannah through the walls; taking your mother away forever.

Between stupefaction, disbelief and bewilderment, you drop to your knees and cry to the horizon visible through the torn walls: ‘WHY?? O, WHY!!!???’ And while a myriad of reasons line up to answer your question… the one that is most relevant is 42.

That Fancy New Restaurant on Drury Lane

Your mother wins in a simple game of cricket a comfortable amount of forty pounds sterling, and by inductive reasoning she determines the best way to make proper use of them is to buy herself a marvelous dinner in that new fancy restaurant on Drury Lane. She fashions herself quite lavishly, absolutely determined to make that particular dinner worhty of remembrance, undimmed before the breaking of the world. She goes out to the garage, and takes a smell of the windblown trees in the clear night. The sky itself seems to compliment her dress and accesories, borne of good taste. The car gleans, producing a marvelous vision of her, sparkling with the dim moonlight. Once on the road, traffic seems to make way, so doing as to ensure this marvelous lady and her newly-won forty pounds sterling make it to the new fancy restaurant on Drury Lane.

She at last finds seating in the fancy new restaurant on Drury Lane, and orders a most becoming plate of octopus bathed on black olive sauce, garnished with vegetables she cannot even pronounce but knows are beyond recall and renown… they are that good. A waitress is quick to bring her wine, the best glass the season produced. Everything in the universe seems to conspire in her favour, and she is aware of this as soon as the waitress returns with a delicious, fragrant plate containing the octopus bathed with the purple sauce, ever so tenderly. Dizzy with anticipation, your mother grips the fork and the knife, cutting a slight piece of her meal, and is quick to bring it to her mouth… As soon as the piece of meat touches her tounge, she is swallowed by a vortex ripped out of the fabric of space, and happens to arrive more than a thousand years before her time, just in front of King Leonidas’s kick. She is smitten with a violent blow into a bottomless pit, which turns out to have a bottom filled with hardened faeces that are quick to break her neck.

WHYYY??? BY MY MOTHER’S UNFINISHED PLATE, WHYYYY??? You exclaim in sheer horror, ripping apart your shirt, shouting so hard the neighbours have to call the police once again. Like water drops that make up the ocean, reasons float in cohesion and numbers vast. Yet the most becoming of the case is of course 42.

tootling along the boardwalk

Ah, summertime. Exquisite aromas permeate the beach-side promenade a Sunday morning; your mother is draped by warmth, only disturbed by a light breeze as she marks her way through the wooden path laid upon the sand. She turns left to discover waves washing the shore delicately —almost a caress— and the rays of sunshine reflecting on a few ivory-white grains of sand. She feels life thrust upon her, so lively and full of energy. While she inspires the breeze, redolent with an unmistakeable scent of reality, she sheds a single tear of joy—a reminiscence of good times past and a sign of more to come. The single tear-drop still slides down her silky cheek just as she feels a drive that urges her to run towards the sea; to touch the water with her feet, to let the waves wash her as they have a thousandfold eternities washed the ancient sands of existence. Overjoyed she runs towards the sea, she finally has figured life out… But the instant her toe touches the waters, the sea retreats several hundred metres and then comes back in the form a of tsunami, exerting a crushing force of 5.73 million tonnes per metre square on her— squishing her as a ripe lemon.

‘WHY?!? DEAR GOD, WHY?!?’ your cry is heard ten kilometres away by an overweight asian who slurps his noodles without a care. And, while explanations abound, the one that is immediately obvious is 42.

Coffee By The Fountain

Your Mother walks nonechalantly by a city plaza, whilst holding a very good and warm styrofoam cup of coffee. The air itself is fragant of that smell, and induces in her a desire to simply sit down and contemplate. She takes a seat on the edge of a marvelous angel fountain, and finishes her coffee. After crumbling the styrofoam cup into an almost irrecognisable shape, she takes out twenty-five pence, and flings the coin unto the fountain, wishing for wealth and good meals to come.

Just as the coin hits the floor of the fountain, a giant seahorse arises from the water, and swallows your mother alive, whilst you and the whole crowd gaze in shocking horror.

WHY?? WHYYY?? you tear your lungs in a desperate and almost ravaged cry, looking into the cloudy afternoon sky. While reasons abound as stars inhabit the universe, the only sensical explanation is, of course, 42.

The tree

Your mother planted a tree, lived enough to see it grow twenty metres tall, climbed it, and fell..

Why, you may ask? Well, there are various reasons, but the most obvious is: 42…